I broke my "playground".
Well, I did NOT really break it - nor did anyone else! - but it is broken!!
And this is the reason why I am not in a good mood, I confess.
A broken "playground" is nothing to kid about. Specially if one does not know if there will be a way to fix it, or if the "defect" will cause further problems.
Dang! I am scared. And depressed! And extremely anxious!
A lump appeared where there should be no lumps whatsoever. And the dang doctor is on vacation. The appointment is scheduled for September. Hard to wait until then, and to know that "eyeballing" the problem will not be enough.
Therefore, there will be a load of other tests (I guess), and lots of waiting to know what the heck is wrong with me. Oh goodie...
Sorry, but I am not good company right now.
14 comments:
oh sweetpea... i'm sorry for the extra wait and worry that goes with it. i can only assume which playground you're referring to (southern section over northern?) hang in there, toots...
Maybe it isn't really broken, just in distress. Can you see a different doctor? Waiting is awful, I know! It's not good when the playground has a lump.
Keeping you in my thoughts!
XXX
Nothing worse than waiting! Hoping for the very best outcome!
Oh Miriam, I know EXACTLY how you are feeling. I am so sorry! I've been wondering where you were. Girl keep talking to us. We're (I'm) here for you. We can be there for each other. One way or another, everything will be ok. I know that!
Love ya,
Susan
PS: love your new layout, it's awesome. XOXO
oh, i hope everything is ok. waiting is awful as we always tend to ponder a worse-case scenario. meanwhile, find another doctor. your regular doc can give you a second opinion when he or she returns.
ooooohhhh miriam, i want to say the perfect words to make you feel better and worry less, but those words don't exsist!!
i sooooo agree with bon bon, it's a wonderful suggestion. maybe some friends from the area or your doctor could make a suggestion.
i adore blogging, it gives me soooo much joy. stay on here and converse with us, maybe we can make you chuckle for a change!!
big hugs!!!!
I hope your appointment is 'early' September and will pass quickly without too much worry. Just know that we're all here to worry with you and are sending good, positive thoughts in your direction!!
I don't know you all that well, just what I've read on your blog when I stop by to look at your beautiful pictures, but, I would like to add my good thoughts to those of your blog friends.
Miriam,
Hang in there! You keep me going. Your the first blog I look for when I get settled. I know things are stressful. Know you have a lot of people out there who have come to know you. We love your humor, stories, and view on life. I don't know many people who will call a mother bunny the things you have. My thoughts are with you!
Rats, rats and double rats! Almost everyone I know (me included) has had a scare like this, involving one body part or another, and the waiting-to-find-out time is SOOOOO hard. The good thing is that in the vast majority of cases the news is good. So hang in there, try to focus on the things that bring you peace and joy, keep hope and love in your heart, and know that we're all out here rooting for you.
Sending you big hugs and warm thoughts!
xo Catherine
I'm so sorry to hear you've got to deal with this worry, and what a bummer that the dr is away. Typical. I hope you can be seen in early September and your mind put to rest. Lumps are by no means always sinister. I know that won't stop you worrying, it wouldn't stop me worrying.
You are in the hearts of many people and you are firmly in mine. Keep strong, dear friend.
xxx
so sorry to hear this hun. We are waiting along with the next door neighbours for their boy's tests scans & results. He's Joe's best friend. If all OK he's coming away with us for a few days.
Fingers & paws crossed for him and FOR YOU xx
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